Merry Christmas! and Bautismos!

¡¡Hola hola!!
Well everyone, MERRY CHRISTMAS!! It doesnt really feel like Christmas to me, just because I have never had a Christmas like this before, but I am trying to enjoy the experience rather than being sad!! Also, pretending its not Christmas helps too :) jaja. We speak this thursday!! Whooo!!!!
Okay well this week was great! Still super stressful, offffffff couuuuurseeee because I still have to arrange schedules for EVERYONE (or so it feels like). But whatever because JUANY AND GERONIMO GOT BAPTIZED!!! I have attached pictures becuase those speak better than words anyways, right? Well I am just going to write what I wrote in my journal again..
"Juany was SO nervous. I went with her where she enters the font and she was shaking and jittery, but she did great and came out smiling. Geronimo was baptized last (this was a baptism of 7 people.. it was huge) and complained the water was cold haha but he did great too. Admist all the crazy I was able to remind them they were being washed clean of all their sins. It was really special. Afterwards we listened to the bienvenidas and everything and I was just wondering what Juany and Geronimo were thinking and feeling. I was stressed just from all the rush and responsibilities, but I was wondering how they were feeling. They´re both pretty quiet and timid, especially in front of other pople so it was really hard to read them haha, but afterwards they were smiling and proud. I called Jonathan just a few minutes before the baptism to see if he was coming (Jorge had to work), and he was asleep! I told him to get on over here, and he came!! He rushed over on his bike, winded and everything haha. That made me really happy.
In the evening we went over to their house and asked him how he felt about the baptism and he was like "I felt like crying, but I dont know why. I was really sad." Juany too said she almost cried and had to try really hard not to. Geronimo said he felt wet.... hahaha. We shared the mormon messages videos by Elder Bednar that talk about the light of Christ and about the gift of the Holy Ghost, which I think helped identify the manifestations of the Spirit they´ve all felt and prepare them fo today when they were confirmed members of the church and recieved the gift of the Holy Ghost. We discussed it some and I shared about how the Spirit has guided me in my life and has helped me make important decisions, like about whether I should serve a mission or not. I shared about a particular experience when I was sitting in the library at BYU, trying to decide so many things about my life (nursing program, mission, going home for the summer, etc.) and I felt the Spirit so strongly manifest to me what I should do. I was surrounded by lots of people in the library, and there I recieved personal revelation, which has led me to where I am now.
Today in church they were confirmed members of the church and recieved the gift of the Holy Ghost. I was so happy. My heart, and my face, were just smiling. Juany and Geronimo were beaming too. There is just this new light in them I lent Juany a skirt too and she looked really nice :). We took pictures after church and I really love them. I even got one with every member of the familing smiling (even Jorge!) It took some proding, but I asked them to cooperate because its for my family and that seemed to do the trick. Although Juany was just smiling the whole time anyways."
Well hopefully that helps yall feel a little more part of it. We´ll talk more on Thursday! But it was a good day!!
Another awesome experience that I had this week was like we went to visit a less active that we recently found (she moved houses and the church didnt have record of it.. some other missionaries contacted her in the street and discovered shes a member). Shes in her 20s and divorced and stopped going to church when her mom passed away. (she was baptized 7 years ago, along with her mom and brother, but no one else in the family joined). We visited for a little bit until she felt comfortable and then gave a message on prayer. It was a pretty normal lesson, but I felt really good about it and I felt the Spirit put questions in my mind... so I headed the promptings and asked her how she used to feel when she would pray. She answered that she felt at peace and such. I then asked her if she felt like she was lacking that now in her life to which she almost immediately, and very sincerely, answered yes. We finished the lesson and I asked her to give the closing prayer. She accepted and only a few sentence into the prayer she started crying and couldnt go on. We just stayed quiet and when she collected herself she finished the prayer, thanking that we had come. When she finished, I just looked her in the eyes and saw that she felt the Spirit so strong. I dont know her at all, but through the Spirit we were edified together, like it says in DyC 50, and as I looked into her eyes I felt this love for her. As we left her house I just felt so at peace. THIS is why I came on a mission. Sometimes as missionaries we just go day to day, working and contacting and teaching, but you dont always feel like you are doing something important. A lot of the time you are just another person. But there are times like this when you FEEL like a missionary and those are the moments when you say "Yeah!! This is what its about!!", but its not a boasting feeling. Its just a feeling of happiness and gratitude.

Other little things that happened this week is that my companion, Hermana Rebolledo, is still in reposo (rest?) and doesnt work with us. But Hermana Abanto has stayed with us and has been made my permanent companion for the rest of the transfer!! Thats until like January 6th or something and I am pretty stoked. Hermana Rebolledo might be able to start working with us after Christmas. We had interviews with President this past week, which were good, and he told me that its likely that Hermana Abanto and I will stay together the next transfer which I realllyyyy hope is true. He said no promises haha, but it was likely. He asked me if I wanted to stay here in Sabinas or go somewhere else and I said I didnt know, but I would like to work Hermana Abanto so we´ll see haha.

Well that was a super long email haha but I attached another photo too of the "breakfast" we made this morning hahahah. It was really good and I feel horrible about my health. I promise I eat better than this normally in our apartment, but hey guess what.. I made the flautas..! Yeah. P.S. dont judge my weight gain. i dont want to hear ANYTHING until yall serve a mission in northern Mexico...

LOVE YOU ALL AND CANT WAIT TO TALK TO THURSDAY!!

Mucho amor,
Hermana Roberts




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